From David Millar - song about the importance of creativity.

Like a wind filtering through the trees
it awakens one to an unknown awareness.

Left alone, it grows with abundance
to analyze it suffocates its beauty.

It's not a conscious effort,
but an inspiratoin from afar.

Without love it is impossible,
with love it is immovable.

It is not the sum of ones experiences,
but a leap of consciousness.

Without it there is no vision,
with it, there is wonder.

To evolve, we must harness it
because our lives depend on it.

This and Tat

Favorites for May

I must be the worst blogger ever. But I am on a mission for April to do at least one creative shot on the days I have off from baby pics. Here are a few self portraits I wanted to put up just because, I am not sure what I am trying to do here, just wanted to do something more creative and different. I always have ideas in my head but as soon as I get to a location or figure out my lighting, those ideas often go out the window.

Sweet Baby!

It's true, my job never gets old. A few times a week, I take photos of babies who are fresh out of the womb, only 1 or 2 days old. It can be a challenge getting that moment when baby is somewhat happy. A lot of things are happening for mom and baby; there are nurses, lactation consultants, doctors, pediatricians, hearing screeners, birth certificate officers, family and friends constantly coming in and out of the room. It can feel like Grand Central Station in that tiny little room. Mom is exhausted, she is probably feeling the most tired and sore she has every felt.

Then I come in with my camera and ask mom if I can take baby photos.

One would think it would be an easy sale - who doesn't want photos of their baby? Well, that is not always the case, sometimes, mom just wants to be left alone.

Last week, I entered a room and the mom was not excited about photos, Dad said they had taken enough photos with their camera already. But I pointed out that baby was wide awake and happy and it may be a perfect time to at least try so they agreed.

Later on, I showed them their baby's photos. The dad started welling up with tears. He said to me, "When we were driving to the hospital, all I could think of was 'God, please let this boy be healthy! Please, please, please let him be healthy! I don't care if he is the ugliest baby, I don't care if he has 12 toes and 7 fingers, just please let him be healthy!' And, not only did I get a perfectly healthy boy, I got the most beautiful boy I could have ever imagined!"

This really struck a chord with me as I felt the same way when both my girls were born way back when. I went home and dug up the first photos of my girls. I can look at these photos and remember the amazing bliss I felt to hold them for the first time and the exciting anticipation of being their mother. These photos seem to mark the beginning of a love that would grow and become unlimited for these two girls. All the emotion comes back, having these photos are priceless to me.

My daughters are now 16 and 12 and before I know it, they will be ready to move on, start familes of their own and I want to scream out for time to just slow down a little bit.

Sometimes, I can't believe how complete strangers let me into their life and trust me to record one of the happiest moments ever.

I have photographed around 500 babies this past year and I am so honored to all the parents who have allowed me to document this wonderful time. Thank you!!!!